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Name: Priska
Birthday: 9/14/1987
Interests: Stuff *wink wink* and working on the LAYOUT for JOURNALISM if you know what I mean.
Expertise: Strumming
Occupation: Student
Industry: Computers (Hardware)
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
2/14/2004
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| Here is my bi-monthly update 
Ok so while in NY, which I am really enjoying btw, I have come to a rather sad conclusion...
I EMIT RAYS OF NEGATIVITY! I have met so many people that just like smile all the time and like attract people because they look soooo happy and just emit rays of happiness. But I like send people death vibes :( like i dunno. People are always telling me to smile. I hate that. Can't they keep their thoughts to themselves. What if I just had a thought about my dead dog or something? They don't know. But I wasn't. i have a naturally serious face. Why can't I just have those lips that naturally curl on the sides or eyes that look naturally bright and happy? Let's just say I was like really depressed and was walking around looking really angry. If someone told me to smile... would that really help? That would just push me over the edge. Them telling me to smile wouldn't like transform my life and give me a new outlook! oooOOOO smiling what's that?? I never thought of that. I mean I think things about people all the time when they walk by. Tweeze your eyebrows. Why are you wearing that hat? Why are you dating that thing?? But I don't share these thoughts and they should do the same. OO and the other day I was waiting for the train and I put my metrocard between my teeth for a hot sec to close my purse and this guy felt the need to say, "Girl take that card out of your mouth, it's dirty!" Like he was really disgusted/concerned. I don't even need to discuss that. I think I need to stop crossing my arms. (sidebar: I feel the need to wear gloves when I eat cheetos...)
ok bye see ya in november | | |
| Just had NYU orientation and despite the frightening lack of diversity there (which lead to my having a nervous breakdown) it was great! I think i'm going to the right school and can actually be excited about it now. And I met some nice people and sang and played guitar in front of 250 people at the talent show :D wow how i've changed | | |
| I'm in LA!!! The whether's lovely and there is no humidity. I miss all my girls back home, but rest assured that I'll be having a lovely good time with my auntie. I will keep you posted on the progress of my Mary-Kate and Ashley summer!! | | |
| Wow! forgot I had this thing. Sorry guys I guess I just can't keep up with all the xanga hype. Anywayz... I'm in NY right now and I'm really freakin out. I don't know what to do about college. NYU was great... the dorms are super with bathrooms and everything and they're big, I could see myself here. The classrooms are nice and are smaller than UMCP and i dunno the environment is nice. All the buidlings are so pretty. I just wish someone could decide for me. Or hit me over the head with a bat. One of the two would great. But I go to this other thing at NYU tomorrow and then I'm coming home. Ummm I need to get someone's psych study guide because I couldn't find my book and I won't get back until late tomorrow night...so yea. PLUS I can't access the quiz site from here. I guess its just not meant to be. Ok well anyone who prays, please pray for me. Sometimes I can't sleep because I'm tossing and turning about college. Its just not simple for me. I can't even decide what to wear... how am I supposed to choose a college. Karen, we may need to push that party up a little bit.
Peace (I need some) | | |
| THE PAS IS GONE!!! I'm free and fine. I don't feel empty or anything because I'm taking a new stance on life (i've tried to do this before) but i think it's gonna work now. | | |
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